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XiaoB / Bernice ,
Am craving off the rings of pain through this 15 year of my life .
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Isn't this Cute ?
6.....6
Haha , Wells , i was having Social Studies class then I saw this word ; "6.6 Billion " So i find the 6.6 Cute , So i added 5 dots in it (: Haha . It's damndamn Cute k . I love it , Wells , I was having school , Could i say school is Tiresome , I really don't know what to do in my life , I have wrote some twitters online , So i will be Twitting this days to say about my life , It very tiring in my life , I cried infront of babye just now , babye came my house . I would Like to THANKS babye for the hug & COMFORT he gave me when i cried . I really love him , Readers ; I will be using twitter to update (: So stay tune Am right now having Western Food FOr lunch , My aunty cook de lehh ! & last but not least , Babye said my Custard Puff is Nice (: Thanks Babye ,

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Shall Say This Earlier ;

Happy Second Month Babye ,
Am
Really Happy to have this 2nd month with you , Though we may not have time to celebrate , But i still hope you have a wonderful day tomorrow , Tomorrow is our 2nd Month ; 08th022010 . Am gonna have a fun day tomorrow , I am gonna say this earlier than you . & Am not looking damn forward on 19th022010 cause i don't think i am gonna have a fun time Kay .
Am Gonna Feel the happiness tomorrow , I really hope so ,
How i wish i can spend time with babye but sadly i cannot . So i have to say this earlier ,
&
I want to watch Valentines Day with Babye ,
I LOVE BABYE SUPERSUPERSUPER LOTS .
Am gonna Write this Dedication For my Perfectly Lovely Boyfriend of mine ;

Babye , It have been Quite Tough to come all the way to second month , Though we may quarrel in the past , But it is all in the past , Forget those hurtful memories , Sometimes you lecture me like as though you are my counsellor , You consel me ; Through my sadness , you know how much i need you , Each time when i need you , You are there , But even you aren't there , I am able to tell you my feeling ; Loving you is something i can really love a lot , This is how much i need to tell you , Each hug you give me , Let me feel the sense of warmth in it , you gave me the love that Most people Don't get . There are times which i maybe very irratating but you still let it be , And Guide me , Each time i ask you a question , You answer me truefully , How much i need that answer ; But sometimes is different , But i love the way you are , At time when you talked to me ; It is so straight forward that i feel that it hurts me What can i do , i still have to adapt to you cause you are a straightforward person , I am sorry that times which i keep saying don'tknow cause i didn't dare to open up to you , Cause i am really afraid that you will brust in anger . All this thinking have been through me . Babye , i really just want to tell you that i really love you , thankyou for giving in to me , Even when i am being Unreasonable at times , you didn't lose any temper on me , I don't know if i did , But for what i know , I am really very happy & contented when i am with you , Though happy moments pass very fast cause the word "happy" is very short ; While Unhappy moment past very slow cause the word "unhappy" is longer that the word "happy" . I Don't know if this make sense to you , But to me it makes a big big sense , I love you my boy , Babye Thankyou ,
-XiaoB ,

Friday, February 5, 2010



Shall describe anout this picture ;
i feel that Love is blinded everytime when we love someone or rather we step into the relationship world , Love just blind us , & we won't know what we are doing . Eventhough we are in the Reality World , We are always at the Virtual World cause love blinds us all the time when we step into the relationship . What i can i say , I really Don't know what to do , Sometimes i really think who am i to you ? A friend Or A Dog ? Or maybe is just you don't want to understnad from my point of view ? Most people say It's Ain't My Fault , But i keep pushing the fault as though it's mine , No one understand me kay ? Do anyone knows how much i need a Shoulder , Hug & 2 ears , I've been crying for like 2 nights , This Suck kay , Maybe what Gan Daddy say is correct , if i feel life Suck , It will suck , shall not forget what he say (: . thanked him for the advice , Sorry readers about my bog , So take it . My life have been like this for quite a while le , byebye .

p/s : Babye i love you a lot , i need you a lot , I really miss you )': . I feel like crying a lot .


This is My Bitch , 05022010 ; 1753hours ,
She is damn Chio kay ; Make sure no one will disturb her or Make her angry or even still her away from me kay ? If not i'll kill you , (: Wells , Thanks to her for chatting with me today . She just now damn bad , Never invite me to her blog . haha . Shall let me say about wat happen today kay ? Today , i have my X country , It's at admiralthy park , Under Republic Poly , Could i say , I say Kennth Gao & YongJie ? haha , & it was fun kay , Thanks to my XiaoLove , Thanks to her for pei-ing me walk the whole Admiralthy , Ended around 1030 , Went causeway walkwalkwalk eateateat & then went off to meet babye , Babye meet me & send me home & hear my hurtful unwanted stupid thoughts , then he go back to his school for some CCA Display , He say he gonna join Band . LOL . that was my 2nd guess , How pro ehs , Then back home right now chatting with my Bitch , Love her . Thanks Bitch ,

Thursday, February 4, 2010

hello readers ,
Yesterday have fun kay , babye came my house , He teach me how to do my work , Brother was being an ass kay ? Babye is really Stress up i think , Then i was really tired over the problems that i am having lately , I even cry in front of babye , It's too much i am having , what for being such wonderful help to people . talk to babye for a while , he comfort me & gave me a hug , thanks babye , then i cried at night , & i keep thinking a lot , i don't know who right now is my true friend , I really feel what does people treat me as ? Haish , can't do much , i really can fall anytime right now , Haish , what can i do , What should i do ? I need Help seriously , Maybe everything is my fault ? Should my heart be hard like stone and yet don't care about other people's feelings ? AM posting Pictures that i took with Jingyi on wednesday (: Wowwwwwww~ ,

Sunday, January 31, 2010

hello readers,
in the morning went to church for 9.15 mass cos i missed mass yesterday. after that slacked with babye for like an hour. what i tell you ah, Singaporeans are very what lor. me and babye were.... hmmm... something something... then got this van horn at us. whatthefuck. after that i went home but mama was out. so i just sat and watched tv. while waiting for babye's message i went to bathe. after that i went to AMK with my maid to find aunty pauline then went to causeway. i bought off-shoulder shirt from the night market. it's a present my maid helen gave me, HOW SWEET!!! then i went to the food court to eat black egg chicken porridge called Pi Dan Zhou. after that went home.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Am in love with this picture after i edited it (:
This picture is Regin & I (xiaoB) , haha,
This i took near Clarke Quay ,
With Great Friendship ,
It will always Last forever ,
Like a sheep ,
growing it's wool till it's Death ,
The friendships are strong ,
when each understands & help each other ,
True Friends is Someone who stay by you *
Fake Friends , Run away when you're down in luck ,
True friends are Beside you now
&
Fake Friends are beside you when you're winning gold bars .
It's a never Ending Search for real Friends ,
It's never easy to find a real sheep ,
as some sheep are actually a Wolf ,
A wolf wearing a Sheep wool ,
Knowing how not to let people know they are really a wolf ,
You can never differentiate who is real & fake ,
But when time comes , We will know .
When we find out that there is a lesser amount of sheeps ,
That's how we will know that there is a wolf in sheep's clothings .
We can never Judge a book by it's cover ,
like how we even choose friends last time ,
WE can only save a sheep when...
we find out who is the wolf in sheep's clothing .
Written By ;
XiaoB .